JiaBinG

2011-04-29T06:34:00.001-07:00

寂寞让你更快乐

송지은 (시크릿) - 미친거니 (Feat.방용국) M/V

2011-03-05T08:33:00.000-08:00

2010-08-25T21:22:00.001-07:00

Who can i find to talk on the phone other than G? Feeling empty right now though she is just 3 steps away.

2010-08-02T01:29:00.000-07:00

When you have something that u desire and yearn for, you dont need the one right in front of you anymore.

2010-07-05T00:37:00.000-07:00

I miss that girl, big time.

Seriously and truthfully speaking i know i can survive without her, but without her, there seems to be a piece of something missing to complete what i already have. Its almost like searching for that last piece of puzzle to complete the art.

See you soon.

2010-06-14T07:32:00.001-07:00

Its weird how when u need people the most and then all of them are unavailable. FML.

2010-05-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

Ive been thinking about some of the friends i had when i scrolled down the list i had today.

You, iv been with some of this friends to some really really close days where we would share everything under the sun. But once that really high period ends she would just pretend she never had this close friend.

We bascially just kept in contact for that one period of time where we would just like to chat about everything and yes everything but once the main thing passed, im like just another facebook friend to her now.

Whenever i try to speak to her she just answers with a one word sentences and yeah, totally ignores me.

Funny how things can be hur.

2010-04-12T04:05:00.001-07:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

2010-04-07T05:09:00.000-07:00

I was talking to my dear friend of mine yesterday night and both of us agreed to that one sentence of mine which meant that we shouldnt be waiting for anything pointless after all.

We know its just meaningless to wait for something that would never happen, materalise or anything that relates to that. So we concluded that, once u set your eyes on something, go for it and never look back. So even if u failed u know at least u tried.

2010-03-30T06:13:00.001-07:00

突然好想你你會在哪裡 :(

2010-03-01T09:17:00.001-08:00

I need you boo,
i gotta see you boo,
set the hearts all over the world tonight,
set the hearts all over the world tonight.

2010-02-17T09:22:00.001-08:00

That seemed so real.

Turn the clock back for me babe.

2010-02-14T08:07:00.001-08:00

I dont know why but my emotions will get the better of me.

2010-02-11T09:05:00.000-08:00

Love is such a strong word.
When we were kids, we always thought love was about hugs,kisses, and happiness.
But as we grow, we learn that it's not just about happiness, it's also about learning to accept reactions, tears and heartbreaks.
Thats where, i come from, to help you up, wipe those tears away. put your heart back to one when you're hurt from love.
And when i say 'iloveyou', you'd better believe i mean that with every fiber of my being.

So to you, i know rejection is a confirmed thing from you, but i want you to know that even if u treat me as a friend, i will be there for you.

2010-02-08T16:22:00.001-08:00

Sometimes one sided love/crush/infatuation is so nice, u can imagine everything, simply everything, seriously everything and its so nice.

But when u wakeup its all gone, but u bless that u have your bestfriends around.

2010-02-01T07:58:00.001-08:00

Busy life for now, and i get scolded for actually not doing anything. nice.

2010-01-30T07:14:00.000-08:00

How do u describe a day like this, both good and bad.

2010-01-24T05:49:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i wish, i had that courage, to stand up to you and say that few words. i know whats your reply, but i just wanna let you know.

2010-01-20T06:31:00.000-08:00

Briefing yesterday.

Quote of yesterday, "When there is free gifts, the aunties and uncles will RAPE you.''

And yesterday night another friend of mine mentioned by sensitivity again, which has been mentioned many a times since like freaking long ago. I cant shake it off and sometimes i think i dont want to.

AND I NEED MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYY

2010-01-13T23:57:00.000-08:00

張惠妹amei~如果你也{聽說}MV

詞：李焯雄曲：周杰倫

突然發現站了好久不知道要往哪走
還不想回家的我再多人陪只會更寂寞
許多話題關於我就連我也有聽過
我的快樂要被認可委屈卻沒有人訴說
夜把心洋蔥般剝落拿掉防衛剩下什麼
為什麼脆弱時候想你更多

如果你也聽說有沒有想過我
像普通舊朋友還是你依然會心疼我
好多好多的話想對你說懸著一顆心沒著落
要怎麼附和捨不得又無可奈何

如果你也聽說會不會相信我
對流言會附和還是你知道我還是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了許多懂我的人就你一個
想到你想起我胸口依然溫熱

許多話題關於我就連我也有聽過
我想我寧可都沉默其實反而顯得做作
夜把心洋蔥般剝落拿掉防衛剩下什麼
為什麼脆弱時候想你更多

如果你也聽說有沒有想過我
像普通舊朋友還是你依然會心疼我
好多好多的話想對你說懸著一顆心沒著落
要怎麼附和捨不得又無可奈何

如果你也聽說會不會相信我
對流言會附和還是你知道我還是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了許多懂我的人就你一個
想到你想起我胸口依然溫熱

如果你也聽說有沒有想過我
像普通舊朋友還是你依然會心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了許多懂我的人就你一個
想到你想起我胸口依然溫熱
如果你想起我你會想到什麼

其实你悄悄变成我的最爱

2010-01-09T17:20:00.000-08:00

Mandy said, 'jb! one dun need to have lots of friends,a few true friends is enough:)'

Yeah for true friends is enough, but why people have like so so so many friends while i have so little. Pris once said she also never thought that we will keep in contact after our H Nitec ends.

Life. Fark it and live it.

2010-01-09T05:06:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i ask, what have i done to deserve this.

When i grow up, i want to throw money in your face.

And fark you VE, fark you and your poly sales managers.

2010-01-03T00:37:00.000-08:00

Want to go eat buffet bo? POWER SIAL!

This incident happens in a Local Swimming Club at Tanjong Rhu, The in-house Chinese Restaurant at its 2nd Floor is run by this lady mananger from China. (As given by Raymond, the assistant manager, her name is Sammi and she is the manager there and fully in charged)

Their buffet dinner is priced at $28 / pax , our company booked 29 pax for our annual dinner.

First their manager (over the phone) insisted that we must order our food in the afternoon because they were "fully booked" and for not doing so, we cannot blame them if they are slow in serving or if they "run out of food".

Obviously, my colleague who made the booking did not know what to order as majority of our colleagues were not in the office.

Reluctantly, she made some order. She was told that we must order at least 3 vegetable dish or "dont blame them if they run out of vegetable" if we do not place the order early. (I suppose vegetable dishes are cheaper in cost).

When we arrived, only 25 of us made it, we were told to pay for 29 pax since we booked for it. After some bargaining, it was settled for payment charge by head count.

We were being sqeezed into 2 tables instead of 3, she claimed that we do not have enough people to occupy 3 tables.

After some struggling as the tables were really cramp, we protested. eventually they agreed to let us have one more table after some unpleasant exchange of remarks and finger pointing (The restaurant manager did most of it and shouted at my colleagues).

I had to fill my hunger with the 3balanced dishes served when i arrived late and when we went over to the newly set up table we placed some orders but it takes long time to be served, some dishes didnt make it either out of stock or the order just vanished.

The table was empty (without food) for at least 20 minutes and i called the assistant manager to remind him of our orders, this was my first experience with buffet dinner where the table is totally empty for such a long time.

We were told that they run out of fish and two small plates of prawns which were ordered were finally served.

My first experience again, for buffet dinner which ends up feeling hungry. I had a packet of instant noodle when i reach home.

They didnt even bother to ask for last order which most if not all restaurant do.

Then came the last straw where the pushing incident which were recorded for your viewing pleasure.

Oh, the manager claimed that we wasted food , it was her excuse for causing such a ruckus.

Her claims were unfounded, how i wish there were an in- house camera that had taken all the events throughout. If the restaurant have one, i will be most happy if they can put it up here for everyone to see how they accuse us of wasting food.

One point to note is that the restaurant was about half empty at any point of time throughout our patronage, those members and guests happens to be there can verify that.

She claimed that we pointed finger at her, can see in the video clips she has been pointing her fingers whiles talking ? Can you trust her statement ?

Is this kind of service attitude we deserve ?

Can we allow this foreigner to tarnish the reputation of Singapore while we are striving for a country with excellence in the service industry. ?

I hope the owner of the restaurant make a thorough
investigation and get to the bottom of this.

Please note that all incidents listed are true to the best of my knowledge.

For those who are present, please give your account or comments in case i missed out some parts or mislead the readers.I will be glad to amend them after verification.

email to alvin8228@yahoo.com.sg

Regards
Alvin

2009-12-30T19:56:00.000-08:00

When greenbacks come into the picture, everything steps aside.

Friendship, relationships, family bonds, class bonding. Everything please stand aside, for what we deem to be the deciding factor of 99.5364833% of the stuff or decisions in our lifes.

On a happy note, have applied for a job, hope i get in with my ever crazy bestbukitpanjangfriend.

imy.

2009-12-29T07:45:00.001-08:00

杨丞琳 - 匿名的好友
作词：李焯雄作曲：陈颖见

獨送昏暗莫離的風回憶裡被愛
那股激動天色好紅
溫柔好濃在胸口浮現你的面容
一起活在這城市迷宮提起你名字
心還跳動卻沒重逢
只留下碰卻又不敢碰的那種激動
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
該怎麼說讓彼此選擇但思念還轉動

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

當又一次美夢落空回憶裏被愛
那股激動天色好紅
溫柔好濃在胸口浮現你的面容
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
那是甚麼讓彼此選擇又不僅是尊重

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

不能握的手從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
卻決心和你不再聯絡
不能握的手
卻比愛人更長久
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的擁有最永久

2009-12-28T16:42:00.001-08:00

Rayne's coming back! wait, or is he back already?

2009-12-27T21:09:00.000-08:00

why can't everyday be like yesterday.

being happy doing what i like, being happy doing what i do, being happy where i am.

2009-12-25T07:29:00.001-08:00

林宥嘉-感同身受
曲-Skot Suyama
詞-林夕

有誰流過眼淚請說
有誰沒有哭過請說

你怎麼能挨過如果那個是我可能比你更失落

我想說每個人都差不多
不一樣的血肉之軀在痛苦快樂面前
我們都是平起平坐
全世界的脈博(像你像我)
讓我們用心撫摸(是你是我)
別人的眼淚隨時來自你和我的雙眼
有那麼多人在寂寞就沒有人寂寞

有誰曾經要死要活
想像連呼吸也很難過

給我會怎麼做有同樣的遭遇是否有相同結果

我想說每個人都差不多
不一樣的血肉之軀在痛苦快樂面前
我們都是平起平坐
在同一本小說(像你像我)
主角無分你我(是你是我)
別人的遺憾當中看到自已犯過的錯
有那麼多人在寂寞就沒有人寂寞

那些笑容都是為了甚麼
那些折磨是怎麼樣解脫
有人快樂我們都會快樂
有人寂寞誰還敢說寂寞

2009-12-24T07:25:00.001-08:00

never poke ur hands into this u arent familiar with - lesson learnt for today.

I am so so so so broke.

Want to see miser ongjiabin? :D

2009-12-23T02:27:00.001-08:00

testing 1 2 3.
priscy is cruel :/

2009-12-15T21:19:00.001-08:00

卓文萱 - 一句话

爱上你那时爱到不象话
后来想尽办法忘掉
到最后我就合上嘴巴
多说像对自己撒谎
星空下说永恒额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是一个问号
也能对自己炫耀
有一句话再也都听不到
那些过往只好放在心上
你爱我太美好时间会知道
怎样去熬成一句动人的话
那些过往让它自己燃烧
我爱你太美好时间会知道
怎样去熬成动人一句话
记忆里说我们相同的体温
一想到就不会冷
未来永远都是一个问号
也是种天荒地老
这是一种成长还是一种逞强
我的寂寞很善良陪我到任何地方
那些过往越呼吸越明亮
我爱你太美好时间它一定会
把它熬成世上最动人的话

2009-12-15T09:58:00.000-08:00

am i just really that unimportant that u can just skip and throw me away to one side while u enjoy ur other meeting with your friend?

if i am really that unimportant, maybe i shouldnt be in this world.

maybe i have been making wrong friends all around, making them angry frustrated sad and whatever negative feelings they have been throwing out.

makes me feel a total dork sometimes.

goddammit jiabin u suck.

2009-12-13T22:55:00.000-08:00

Friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

I would like to thank my friends for being there for me.

2009-12-10T06:51:00.000-08:00

Splendid splendid day. Thank you :)

2009-12-08T05:11:00.000-08:00

Deleted posts.

Like someone told me, shall we move on? yes i think i should.

if u want to see a new jiabin, this is the time.

no point waiting for something that will never come.

as jiabin, sometimes i know i need to be initiative but i know coward me missed the chance.

get it on and away.

ongjiabin.

AND PRIS CHEERUP!

2009-11-26T02:19:00.002-08:00

Talking with a old friend, a old classmate, cheers things up.

You dont often hear much words of motivation or encouragement coming much, but yesterday night i think i might have waked myself up and faced the real reality.

This life. Get it off, and carry a new one.

2009-11-25T04:17:00.001-08:00

Tonight is the night i say goodbye.

2009-11-18T06:07:00.001-08:00

Even if u dont blame me, i blame myself.
3 times.

And i heard something so so wrong just now, i hope it doesnt damage our friendship.

2009-11-16T07:19:00.000-08:00

Thank you priscillaounyuwei for the loud loud song.

3wishes for this year
1Remain as bestbukitpanjangfriends with priscillounyuwei
2More money!
3******************************************

the last one remains in the heart.

Happybirthdaytome.

2009-11-12T23:06:00.001-08:00

Thank you all for the birthday cake and present :D
and the photo i know :X

2009-11-11T23:21:00.000-08:00

I need some bluetack to stick that happy moment right on.

2009-11-10T05:34:00.000-08:00

Dont promise things when we cant get it, cause the disappointment stacks up like uno stacko and then it comes tumbling down.

Fark it u sonofabitch.

2009-11-10T05:32:00.000-08:00

告訴我

一个人走一走街灯下的路口
握不紧的双手不知怎麽形容
已被你击退的我不知道该往哪走
想不到挽留难开口

面对面的握手你已经不爱我
承诺全部没收让我忘了所有
一个人重新来过你怎麽那麽从容
怎麽能等不及我回头

狠心的话全都讲完
剩下的咱各走一半
也许我真的不够勇敢
毕竟相爱一场有太多片段

告诉我怎麽能忘记你的笑容
告诉我怎麽做才是普通朋友
假如你用心守候不会是这个结果
你说的我都懂我却不能够就这样放手

告诉我悲伤的时候会想起我
告诉我你也捨得让我独自漂泊
有些话说不出口害怕又犯下了错
分手还没有说泪就想流

告诉我怎麽能忘记你的笑容
告诉我怎麽做才是普通朋友
假如你用心守候不会是这个结果
你说的我都懂我却不能够就这样放手

告诉我悲伤的时候会想起我
告诉我你也捨得让我独自漂泊
有些话说不出口害怕又犯下了错
分手还没有说泪就想流

面对面的握手你已经不爱我

2009-11-09T06:10:00.001-08:00

2009-11-04T19:04:00.001-08:00

Ahhhhhhh i want headphones and a mike so so badly for skype :P

EDIT: Gotten it :P coming in 7-10days :P

2009-11-03T06:09:00.001-08:00

Went school for just solely S&W today.
Captains ball, after than friendly match with other class, wasnt that friendly especially with a big indian and a unfair referee.

Supposed to go home before go out, end up going for prawning before meeting friend for my gar :P
(lots of ants, and prawning lesson somemore LOL)
got the feeling of dejavu when the person was teaching us, serious.

should i hold on? or should i not.

2009-11-02T05:29:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU PRISCILLA OUN YUWEI FOR THE SONGS :)
(ok i know i owe u two drinks, dont need keep mentioning.)

Freaking boring school.
2pm useless lessons with angie lee and then mr sam's lesson, test for 4 chapters next monday! omg. :{

and now i am officially out of cash, i need a job :{

someone help me, sms (save my soul) LOL.

海派甜心 is out! damm cute showluo so do watch :)

2009-10-31T04:27:00.000-07:00

i am so pissed off with my family members.

but thanks to my ahgong, ahma and my auntie for the concern and my house keys.

went out with friend @ 5plus, returned home @6.45pm. only to see house door locked, empty.
come on la, go out let me know la, everytime i go out also let u all know and what time i returning.
knn locked outside house, somemore drenched to the skin.

went to ahgong house take spare key, grandparents and auntie so caring. CB then when i call my mother she say just, ' settle on your own' and hung up, knn.

go back home, ahgong pass me wrong key for metal gate -.-'''
lucky woodendoor is correct key, so hands was long enough for key inside.

SOMEONE TELL ME HOW THE FARK U DEFINE FAMILY.

2009-10-29T06:21:00.000-07:00

New skin up. thank you bestbukitpanjangfriend :D

picture of the day!

and thinking about it, i know seriously its bad, we just have to endure to maintain what we call, life.

2009-10-28T08:14:00.000-07:00

Ok this term is seriously weird,

weird time slots for lessons, 2pm - 5pm? hur?
and WritingForBusiness is a core module judging from the freaking size of the book?

and now exempted from SVE. means
1.i have only NINE hours of theory, study lessons with 1.5hours of s&w.
2. NO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY!

Freak im changing blogskin real soon.
and yes breakfast with u finally after such a longlongtime :D:D:D

2009-10-25T09:49:00.001-07:00

SIAO GINA!~

Sunday, a wonderful day.

2009-10-25T05:13:00.000-07:00

i finally used my thumbdrive again since OFA lessons and when the thing went into the usb port a virus popped out, nothing to be worried with anti virus's protection but what shocked me was that i did not change the name of the thumbdrive so it still stucked at LAOPOBING from the time i asked yuqin to help me put songs. Greatjob so iv changed it now to Bestfriendsss.

On another sidenote im gonna reformat my computer just after a few months, rubbish stuckup all over until i dont know how to settle it so tada iv found my window's disc and im ready to rumble once all my important data gets into my thumbdrive.

Am i lucky or unlucky to get such a bestfriend?

Esther no offence but suddenly im bored of this skin :(
Going to surf for a new one soon or i swear i gonna learn html codes and programming and the shit stuff. :S

Bestfriend & co went for darah ytd after maya's birthday, lucky i skipped that due to 2 reasons.
1.im below 18 so avoiding the movietrip, so they can watch!
2. THE MOVIE ISNT NICE ACCORDING TO THEM (i will be watching online if i find it :D)

Reminiscence? NO.

2009-10-24T06:40:00.001-07:00

Seriously i never realised forgetting someone could be so easy, one small action can etch it in your mind, gets it stuck there and never turn back.
And in other reasons in why i can forgetting that one person will be another friend who does nothing but pair people up, but at least she doesnt pair me up with freaks. :P

im lovin it.

TimeOUT!

2009-10-21T05:56:00.000-07:00

Seriously i need some time off.
Emo time, relieve stress time.

Money has been the root of all evils. :(
And the pain of missing someone, no contact makes jiabing a sad boy.

Bukit Panjang threaten me!

2009-10-20T04:19:00.000-07:00

School was freaking boring :( Wasted so many hours, and ate macdonald hotcakes in hot condition with classmates. :D

PßÌŠÇYamazing ∫ Dn care wad they say anymore, no time for insecure says:
LOL
is u hor
u wan me save this conver?!
lol

U dare u say lor, actually we two bukit panjang get into trouble together i dont mind :P

New skin!

2009-10-18T07:33:00.000-07:00

Less than 24hours after the new skin was put up, its changed again.
Very classy look siol, doesnt suit me but i still like it all the same.
Thanks astera, 700days with ur lightbulb smile liao, hope u and him <3 longlong lol.
New blogskin, new school term, new CA, new subjects but nothing amazes me yet.

Its been freaked up.
Usually i get tired by 11pm or so, but its been 1-2am lately. i dont wanna be panda like some other people who stay up to watch tv!

Goodness and i need a haircut soon.